只是在里这记录一点感受。
　　昨天晚上到今天凌晨，基本没睡，我已经不郁闷了。
　　今天和闺蜜通过电话，她说你每次都说是最后一次，我都听你说了三次了。我跟她讲第一个最后一次是最后一次相信他，第二个最后一次是最后一次给他机会，第三个最后一次是我最后一次为我们的婚姻能得以继续而努力。这回真的没有最后一次了。
　　昨天问过他认识你十年在你眼里我是什么？？他说很好的女人。
　　我想我已经知道自己接下来该怎么做了。
　　有时候缘尽了，就没有继续的理由了。在他看来我这一段时间有点折腾。在我看来我只是在找能和他走下去的理由。我不是很明白，一个说爱我的男人会这样不相信我，会这样伤害我。会为了这样或那样看似可笑的理由背叛我。
　　我想我要的纯粹他给不起。也许这十年是我们缘分的极限。对于他我觉得我做到了我包容的极致，我也倾尽了我能给的感情。对于他的家人我只能说我问心无愧。
　　很多的话说出来就成了抱怨，很多的事情讲出来反而会更不开心。
　　我是难过的。
　　对于反复纠缠的，已经不想继续关注了。
　　大悲无泪，大悟无言。
　　收拾好自己的心情，对自己笑一下吧。
　　期待能以最好的姿态从心开始，从新开始。
　　对于过去的十年，我心怀感激。就用《有你相依》来纪念我过去十年的爱和生活。
　　There You'll Be
　　Written by Diane Warren
　　When I think back on these times, and the dreams we left behind
　　I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get, to have you in my life
　　When I look back on these days, I'll look and see your face
　　You're right there for me
　　In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skies
　　In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
　　I'll keep a part of you with me,
　　And everywhere I am there you'll be
　　And everywhere I am there you'll be
　　Well, you showed me how it feels, to feel the sky within my reach
　　And I always will remember all, the strength you gave to me
　　Your love made me make it through, oh, I owe so much to you
　　You were right there for me
　　In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skies
　　In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
　　I'll keep a part of you with me,
　　And everywhere I am there you'll be
　　Cause I always saw in you my life, my strength
　　And I wanna thank you now for all the ways, you were right there for me
　　You were right there for me, oh, yeah
　　In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the skies
　　In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
　　I'll keep a part of you with me,
　　And everywhere I am there you'll be
　　And everywhere I am there you'll be
　　There you'll be